Thanks 2020 for a lit year

I deeply appreciate every one of you who follow me on YouTube or otherwise. It is my hope to do new things that people are suggesting. My ideas are not always coming out great. Still many of you stick with me. For that I am very grateful. I don't deserve one follower.

No matter how hard a YouTuber works, I believe, people are not deserved or earned. Only respect can be earned.

I work very hard to grow on YouTube and will continue to do so in the most respectable ways I can. Thank you for believing in our ZymaPro channel and the intentions that we might be something we can all be proud to be a part of.

I started YouTube to help others. I also started YouTube to make money. For 20 years of my life I gave my service to others for free and became so bitter for it. I was 20 years old. I lost my mother to a roadside accident. All the money I gained from that I poured into serving others in another nation. Eventually I had nothing.

I believe there is a more balanced way where both may be served and benefited. Wealth comes from human effort, and it is most sustainable when both gain something each values.

It shouldn't be a one way street of one person loosing everything while trying to deliver what others appreciate. I hope we can all be benefited because of one another. I earnestly hope for my success but yours as well. I do not want to succeed alone but along side others. Only me succeeding over others goes against every fibre in my being and I do need to ask for your help in not becoming who I used to be (helping others to my financial ruin).

If that makes no sense to you maybe this will. I'm a young father. My wife and I are both very concerned about what is happening in the world. We also want to use the channel to delight and distract, entertain, and bring some comforting benefit to you subs and viewers. I've never been purely selfish.

I have a family to think about. I have been looking for every hobby and habit I can't drop, looking for ways my hobbies can make money and benefit my son's and wife's future. I am most engaged and alive when I'm helping others or volunteering. Wherever this channel and online life goes you can be sure it will be to good places: family friendly and PG-13.

I don't always do a good job, and I have very little college education. I am using every bit of passion and belief in myself, you, and the future to squeeze every possible good benefit and result out of what has so far happened in my life.

The world is dark, but I will not let the darkness tell me what my future will be like. Under a past cloud of severe chronic allergies, social awkwardness, volunteerism, financial ruin from giving too much, and loosing my mom I am determined to rage back at life. We either decide to go under and accept the pity party or bend life to our will and make good things come out of it all. I don't ask you to pity me. Please, know that I am simply doing all of my best with what I have to bring the most value to YOU I can think of as things on the channel develop.

Thank you for being a part of the journey. Thank you for your feedback and support. Thank you for believing in ZymaPro and going beyond yourself at times. You will, I promise, never regret what this becomes. As, I intend (at all times) for this to be classy and something we will never be ashamed to have been involved with.

2020 may throw its worst at us from the very beginning but I intend for this to be my best year yet, no matter what the news says. For me and for you, I hope 2020 is lit. All that you have been through up to this point in your life is all worth something. It must be worth something. It will be worth something. With determination and grit WE make our 2020 lit.

Dream big. Shoot for the stars.

-ZymaPro